Still (~Response for drabble challenge: Necessity~)

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Title: Still (~Necessity Challenge~)
Author: anoukinparis
Length: 100 words
Genre: Drabble, angst
Pairing: JaeHo

A/N: My first time...^^ I hope it's okay!

            We are pleased to invite you, Kim Jaejoong…

            I’m keeping the letter on my kitchen table because I don’t know what else to do with it. Eyes already know the words. Memorizing the rhythm of lines proved useful before. Now it’s stifling.

            To a joyous occasion…

            I’d like to comfort myself and say it’s a shock, but it isn’t. The only shock is me. How I feel. The unanswered calls. The damp pillow case.

            Celebrating the marriage of Jung Yunho and…

            My name isn’t the one to fill the space. Expected.

            He doesn’t need me anymore.

            But I still do.