Heart of mine be still (Drabble Challenge 18: Luck)

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Title: Heart of mine be still
Author: thevignette
Word count: 200
Concrit?: Yes, of course
Pairing: Yoochun/Changmin
Author's Notes: Title from a song by Bob Dylan.

Heart of mine be still Yoomin | 200 words | pg-13 Being with Changmin is like playing with fire. Yoochun grabs the hem of Changmin’s sweater, pushes it up, grazing bare skin. Changmin doesn’t react, and Yoochun boldly pushes a hand up along a warm back. His chin is rested against Changmin’s shoulder, breathing in little puffs of air, and Changmin makes a noise, making Yoochun’s heart twist dangerously in his chest. He thinks, I don’t want to fall another moment into your gravity. He can’t believe he’s fallen for this boy with wild eyes that are full of terrible beauty. His hand under Changmin’s sweater gravitates to Changmin’s front. A hand is suddenly ghosting over his, guiding it to where Changmin’s heart beats. Yoochun wants to say, there has never been a time when I wished I wasn’t right here with you, wants to say, be mine, wants to say, my heart looks so good in your hands, so keep it there? Yet there has never been a right time for him to say any of these. He tells himself it’s because he doesn’t have the luck (and never allows himself to think its courage he lacks). One day when he finally gets lucky, maybe he’ll say I love you.